What I have I learned…..

It’s been a while since I last published an article. My past musings were, in fact me trying to “share”of myself, as a means to “advise” BUT also being constantly wary of what people think of me, all a show and tell of what I thought the world would like to see. This may help others, but missing the actual point of what I intended to do – connect to the world and also be a true authentic story teller of the real me.

A few real life experiences this last year, all created by my inauthentic self, and living as an avatar outside my true being has made me move away from therapy, psychiatric evaluations and reading to find answers. I really have done a huge amount of that in the last few years. Don’t get me wrong, they are invaluable in helping you steer through the imperfections and self help guidance. The point I missed was the fact that I wasn’t following through and acting on those learnings.

Some key life changing moments have led me to actually roll my sleeves up and work, I mean really work on the minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day on how I interact with the world. How I connect. Not to work on just me, but work on how I live in this world, how I listen to people, how I care and communicate, how I love and feel. I intend to record all of this publicly to express outwardly this journey. It keeps me honest and makes me accountable to the ones I love and care for.